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Thursday, August 5, 2010

Major editing. The earlier post was just crap that i made up while i was waiting for lessons to start in school. This is what happens when you get too upset, failed to hear correctly, and ended up reaching early for lessons when it starts an hour later. (Y)

School was boring.
PACC tutorial, shocking to find out that she's hospitalised ! :O
We were always talking behind her back, i think it got to her indirectly and now she's unwell. Oops. @.@ Hope she's fine, even though i don't really like her.
Don't be too harsh on her, she's a human too, though she's biased. :x
Tutorial was combined with people from DBA. Somehow, in comparison, DBA seems more hardworking because they actually asked questions whereas DIB students were like "ZZZ" away.
But the substitute tutor was rather cute. Cute in a very unique way. xD

ONOW presentation, our group presented first.
Generally quite okay, except that there were people creating commotions at some point of time, on purpose. Idiots that can't let go.
Scored quite okay sia. Shock of my life. 33/40 for all the reflections combined ! But you never know what's going to happen when she combines with presentation and all the other modules. :/
Anyway, i'm just content with what i have now.
Other things.. Let's just see what happens.

Headed to photocopy the CIP worklist. I'm a life saviour, totally.
Decided to skip DBE lecture at 4pm. Wth, i'm not going to survive if i attend anymore DBE lessons for this sem. I've had enough.
Reminds me, i'll delete all the files related to DBE in awhile after i finished blogging. ZZ.
Walked to MRT with Gan & Huiwen since the others had to do the YOG flag decoration, though i just recalled Crystal still owes me a drink but never mind i'll remind her.
Sometimes it's retarded how people want others to accept them, but when it comes to themselves, they're unwilling to accept others.
Just like how people actually know that you shouldn't judge a person by their appearances, but still end up doing it.
Can't they just admit it, accept it, and let go of the entire thing ?
We've only been in the same class for 1sem and all these things starts coming in. It's kinda hard not to dread the rest of the days..

On the way home, met X number of weirdos. They should really start considering hooping in these people and situate them somewhere that's both good for them, and us as well.
I believe IMH was built for this purpose.
Guess i should stop mentioning it, because somehow my luck's been pretty bad these days. The mention of it seems to indirectly attract people with high potentials of entering that place. LOL.
Makes my life difficult when i want to sleep but can't, what with all the people threatening to lean on me, stare at me like they haven't seen a girl with dark eye circles, and those retards that attempts to look at your every action including when you're messaging. ZZ.
Journeys on the train will never be the same again.

Went to buy JH keychain. Yay ! & THEY HAD NEW STOCKS, OMFG !
It's been ages since i went to check it out. D:
Like, really new stuffs, so i bought another one. Tempted to buy tons of things. ):
Bo lui, no choice. I'll save up. My converse gg already. Never mind.
Bought my favourite going-home snack. :D
Happy happy ~

Still in a dilemma about tomorrow. ):
But chances are that i won't be going back. Sighs.
I miss Mr Ang, Ms Foo, Ms Ng [ shocking ], Mr Hiew, Ms Tan, and Mr Goh chasing people around the school about attire. LOL !
Ahwell. I think i'll make a trip back on Teacher's day. Hope i can make it. Really really wanna see them again. D:
Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Last time keep looking at their faces till rather sian. Now i'm wishing for them to appear ~
Okay never mind, i shall make myself feel happier and celebrate by eating KFC before CCA starts. :D
Yayness, who cares if i'm going to be fat ? I'll exercise, promise. Just need to find time. LOL.

HEH, so freaking happy. It's 4pm, and i'm supposed to be having lecture right now.
Too bad for VJ, this time round, i can't show him my support because the bitch has made me give up on the module, for the time being.
Biasness kills.
Fish sia, why are teachers more biased in poly but not in secondary schools ?
I think Deyi might have been too good for a neighbourhood school. No wonder everything seems to pathetic now.
Remember the fact that Deyi is actually ranked top half among all the secondary schools in Singapore. HAHAA !
Anyway, just wanted to say,
TOO BAD TO ALL THOSE WHO HAS TO GO FOR DBE ! :D

I'm having a good time slacking right now. ^^
Okay, off to sleep. Replenish my energy for tossing and turning these days.
Damn panda eyes. D:

* EDIT.
Fine, so it was a pretty bad idea to skip lecture because VJ handed out the form for the trip to IE Singapore, and since the entire class skipped the lesson, class 02 has officially, no forms to sign.
& thanks so much, my printer failed me when i wanted to reinstall it after the reformatting of my desktop. [ Thanks to that idiot that "fixed" it by reformatting everything and created shortcuts instead of backing up my files. ZZ ]
So now, the installation rate of my printer is approximately 10kbps. (Y)
It actually decreased from 100+ all the way down, no idea why. Fml, stupid printer. Waste money now can't use. Somemore stupid desktop, slow till can bang wall and die, be resurrected, and it's still installing slowly you could go through reincarnation a few more times.
Tried installing to my laptop, too bad, requirements were different. Damn, no windows7 & 64bits. ):
So i'll have to trouble the poor kid in class to print for me. HEHE. So nice of him.
Duh, that's why i asked him right. Tsk. OOPS. :P
Anyway, this means that i've to forge signature lah, obviously. Not something i wanna do, but i can't possibly ask my parents to cab down just to sign a stupid form that you're not allowed to say "no" to.

& my mum fixed my old jonghyun keychain, and placed it together with my new jonghyun keychain ! :D
Like yays ! WOOHOO, so now i have 2 jonghyuns dangling on my hp. Freaking over the moon now.
Seriously, my mum can find all the things she needs to fix things, too bad i don't know where the tools are, else i wouldn't need to trouble her.
But still quite bad, like so unfilial seh. Put my husband's name, never put my parent's. Okay, i'll go set our family portrait as desktop background. (Y)

Ohyeah, i don't know why, but all of a sudden, i feel like i'll love IB.
Which is seriously bullshit, c'mon. Just look at what i've been through in a mere 4mths and you'll know that IB's definitely going against me.
But thinking back, it's quite nice to know that i'm learning something i might use in the future, even though it's still a question whether i'll remember them after i graduate.
So for now, i shouldn't give up just yet. I might just strike it big after suffering tons now.
I don't mind if all these sufferings will bring me a better life next time.
Like what i mentioned in my reflection today, even a little girl has the passion towards studying when she knows she's not expected to learn things until she's older.
Why can't i find that side of me, back ? :/
Putting aside the fact that studies has never been my forte ever since i reached primary 3, and treating it like a burden because "studying" had nothing to do with drawing, colouring, painting and doing nonsense like in Kindergarten.
Maybe she might treat it like it's too big a burden next time when she enters primary school. But for now, this side of her is really touching.
I'm not her role model. She's my role model.
Weird that i could mention this determination during presentation, but i've never given it much thought.
Well, i guess ONOW's CIP wasn't that bad afterall. Though it was mostly attributed to the fact that i got a nice, quiet, shy and hardworking little girl with a freaking cute smile, that you'll smile back when she looks at you. (:

Remember you forever ; wonder if you'll remember me though.
You'd better, because the very smart me taught you how to do multiplication with very fun methods ! HAHAA.

...
Ending off,
DBE is shytz, man. Shyt. No wait, it's even worst than shyt.
I never want to discover business enterprises anymore. ZZ.
Fuck DBE, double fuck GBE, triple fuck google bitch.

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