Can you guys just give me my rightful freedom ?
I'm 17 already, i know what i'm doing.
I've been through all those things, you've seen it, but you're still questioning my ability to take care of myself.
& i can't really bring myself to accept "superstition" as an excuse for stopping me from fulfilling one of my dreams.
Why can't you people understand this point ? I guess you don't even know its meaning to me..
Because all you care is my safety. Yes, it's a good thing.
But i refused to be tied down by such stupid reasons because i believe i'm perfectly capable of ensuring my own safety, since i fear death too.
Please understand that i'm not the only one going as well. So stop making it seem like i'm a bad kid or something.
...

Today's the last day of school ! :D
Freaking energetic when i woke up despite still being tired after a mere 7hrs sleep.
But it wasn't that great when there's this guy sitting beside me, shaking his legs so vigorously, i could sense him shaking even with my eyes closed. Fml.
Almost slapped him and asked him to stop. Almost.
Close call. He's not worthy of me taking actions. Besides, it'll seem like i'm a racist. But people who keeps shaking their legs just pisses me off.
Can't you just fucking keep still for 1hr ?! ZZ.
MOB tutorial was rather boring because we were supposed to revise for the midyears.
But in the end, i referred to my notes, and i was busy watching "dramas" going on in the class.
So funny lah. Makes life more interesting just by seeing how engrossed he is, in his love life.
Aww, how sweet. I hope he finds eternal bliss. Tsk. Joker. But really great time making fun of him. Not my fault. These people deserves to be treated this way.
Anyways, i got so happy watching things happen, that i missed out on the corrections. ZZ. So now, i don't even know if i was right or wrong. LOL, whatever.

Quite a handful of people didn't attend lessons today. Guess they thought it wasn't necessary, which was quite true.
But since i had to hand in the consent form, i've no choice but to attend.
After attempting to forge once, i've come to the conclusion that i have no talents in forging signatures. Not even in chinese. Fml.
My chinese words sucks. I have no creativity in creating loops for signatures. I need my friends to help me. LOL.
Sometimes it's not too good to be so straight. :P
But it's okay, since i've got my mum's permission to do so. Thanks to the printer that died on me, i've to depend on other people at the moment.

Econs lecture was boring. Almost fell asleep. ZZ.
Didn't understand a single shyt about what he was talking, starting from unemployment. LOL.
Seriously, i've to mug more these holidays. I'll be so dead if i still can't grasp the technique to solve the questions. ):

Wanted to go back to Deyi.
Retardedly, i walked to MRT, and felt it was a waste of time, so i walked back to the yearbook room "HQ" to find the others and help them with the YOG banner decorations. LOL.
Stupid right.
Well, the progress of the banner was at a good pace since it was reaching the final stages. I must say it looks quite good.
It better did. Because i don't wanna smell all those amounts of epoxy for nothing. ZZ.
Went to buy lunch for Nab and BaoLing while they continued their work.
Since me and Huiwen already planned on MSN yesterday after school, we decided to buy KFC to treat ourselves. :D
A mini celebration for the commencement of holidays, even though it's cheap. But who cares. I shuang can already lor.
On the way to FC5, we passed by the swimming pool, and there was this group of guys in the pool. Feel quite saddened to see that we paid the school so much school fees just to maintain the facilities for these kind of cui people.
Hais, that's why we can only depend on korean artistes. :P
Bought 1 big bag of KFC, and one subway set for BL.
Damn noobish. Seriously. Like 2 idiots standing there don't know what to do.
Neither of us ordered subway before, so in the end, we had to phone BL, ask her what she wanted, and start picking all the bread, vegetables and sauce ourselves.
It's practically ordering a meal which we'd like to eat, than it being meant for her. HAHAA.
I think the cashier questioned our sanity. -.-
Stayed to do the banner till around 6pm before handing it to Mr Goh. Nice, he actually complimented it instead of the usual sarcasms he spoke during lessons.
Even took pictures and he crapped with us. LOL. Damn sick, for a male teacher who's married and in his 50s. LOL !

After finishing, went to hilltop to meet Rach and the others.
Headed for CCA after slacking around for an hour.
Being with her friends really makes me laugh like mad. Something that doesn't really happen when i'm with my class.
Sad life. This is the difference between being among smart students who mugs so hard, and clever students that actually enjoys life instead of competing with one another.
The presentation was okay, since it didn't really bore me to tears.
& i have the "Obama" spirit in me. :DD HAHAA !
So next time, don't be surprised if you see me becoming a political leader. xP
Had night observation at the "balcony" instead of the stadium.
Not something i like because it was stuffy, whereas the stadium had a lot more air circulation.
The stagnant atmosphere made me sweat like siao as usual. Yeaps, bathing with my clothes on. (Y)
Didn't really learn much today. Just recognised the same constellations.
But it's a little tough when they don't have the lines like on the programme, and all you can do is try linking all the stars and realising it turns out weird. ZZ.
Never mind, practice makes perfect.
I just need more time. HAHAA.
Sat there, chitchat, talk about retarded stuffs as well as _________ problems we all faced, except Kardya. LOOOL !
Interesting, because i wasn't really so involved in these things. HEHEE.
Home-d at 10pm.
Seriously, why am i so unlucky these days ?
When i was trying to sleep on the way back, there was this guy sitting beside me, and i could sense his presence just by smelling the air.
He smelled of smoke + his own body odour. ZZ.
Almost fainted. I think i showed him how much i couldn't tolerate the smell, he actually shifted one seat away from me.
Oops. That's mean of me right. But i can't help it. ):
Plus it's like, i want to do it in a low-profile manner, but ends up i didn't have enough air, so i had to do massive gaspings. :x
Anyways, because he was "considerate", i managed to sleep my way back. LOL.
Tired till my eyelids were sore when i opened my eyes to prepare for alighting.
...

Quite sad that i didn't get to go back to Deyi today.
Okay, it's not "quite". I think "extremely" would be a better word.
The thought that not everyone was there to gather together and talk about old times, is like.. Depressing..?
Well, i'm not the only one that didn't go, that's for sure.
Miss so many people. ):
Good thing's that holidays are here, i can visit them after school, as and when i like. (:
Just need to get my hands on their timetable. :P
I guess it'll be rather difficult for me to crash their lectures without uniforms. So i'll drop the idea. But going to their school would be fine.
Because not many of us moved on from the past. The present makes it impossible to forget those memories.
Freaking miss all of them, even though some of us aren't that close. Doesn't matter, because we've been together for that 2years, through ups and downs, hand in hand..
So sad i wanna cry. ):
I wanted to type out all the names of the people i missed. & i realised that i'd actually be typing everyone's name - all 42.

So many troubles. So tired. Sigh.

Can you guys just give me my rightful freedom ?
I'm 17 already, i know what i'm doing.
I've been through all those things, you've seen it, but you're still questioning my ability to take care of myself.
& i can't really bring myself to accept "superstition" as an excuse for stopping me from fulfilling one of my dreams.
Why can't you people understand this point ? I guess you don't even know its meaning to me..
Because all you care is my safety. Yes, it's a good thing.
But i refused to be tied down by such stupid reasons because i believe i'm perfectly capable of ensuring my own safety, since i fear death too.
Please understand that i'm not the only one going as well. So stop making it seem like i'm a bad kid or something.
...

Today's the last day of school ! :D
Freaking energetic when i woke up despite still being tired after a mere 7hrs sleep.
But it wasn't that great when there's this guy sitting beside me, shaking his legs so vigorously, i could sense him shaking even with my eyes closed. Fml.
Almost slapped him and asked him to stop. Almost.
Close call. He's not worthy of me taking actions. Besides, it'll seem like i'm a racist. But people who keeps shaking their legs just pisses me off.
Can't you just fucking keep still for 1hr ?! ZZ.
MOB tutorial was rather boring because we were supposed to revise for the midyears.
But in the end, i referred to my notes, and i was busy watching "dramas" going on in the class.
So funny lah. Makes life more interesting just by seeing how engrossed he is, in his love life.
Aww, how sweet. I hope he finds eternal bliss. Tsk. Joker. But really great time making fun of him. Not my fault. These people deserves to be treated this way.
Anyways, i got so happy watching things happen, that i missed out on the corrections. ZZ. So now, i don't even know if i was right or wrong. LOL, whatever.

Quite a handful of people didn't attend lessons today. Guess they thought it wasn't necessary, which was quite true.
But since i had to hand in the consent form, i've no choice but to attend.
After attempting to forge once, i've come to the conclusion that i have no talents in forging signatures. Not even in chinese. Fml.
My chinese words sucks. I have no creativity in creating loops for signatures. I need my friends to help me. LOL.
Sometimes it's not too good to be so straight. :P
But it's okay, since i've got my mum's permission to do so. Thanks to the printer that died on me, i've to depend on other people at the moment.

Econs lecture was boring. Almost fell asleep. ZZ.
Didn't understand a single shyt about what he was talking, starting from unemployment. LOL.
Seriously, i've to mug more these holidays. I'll be so dead if i still can't grasp the technique to solve the questions. ):

Wanted to go back to Deyi.
Retardedly, i walked to MRT, and felt it was a waste of time, so i walked back to the yearbook room "HQ" to find the others and help them with the YOG banner decorations. LOL.
Stupid right.
Well, the progress of the banner was at a good pace since it was reaching the final stages. I must say it looks quite good.
It better did. Because i don't wanna smell all those amounts of epoxy for nothing. ZZ.
Went to buy lunch for Nab and BaoLing while they continued their work.
Since me and Huiwen already planned on MSN yesterday after school, we decided to buy KFC to treat ourselves. :D
A mini celebration for the commencement of holidays, even though it's cheap. But who cares. I shuang can already lor.
On the way to FC5, we passed by the swimming pool, and there was this group of guys in the pool. Feel quite saddened to see that we paid the school so much school fees just to maintain the facilities for these kind of cui people.
Hais, that's why we can only depend on korean artistes. :P
Bought 1 big bag of KFC, and one subway set for BL.
Damn noobish. Seriously. Like 2 idiots standing there don't know what to do.
Neither of us ordered subway before, so in the end, we had to phone BL, ask her what she wanted, and start picking all the bread, vegetables and sauce ourselves.
It's practically ordering a meal which we'd like to eat, than it being meant for her. HAHAA.
I think the cashier questioned our sanity. -.-
Stayed to do the banner till around 6pm before handing it to Mr Goh. Nice, he actually complimented it instead of the usual sarcasms he spoke during lessons.
Even took pictures and he crapped with us. LOL. Damn sick, for a male teacher who's married and in his 50s. LOL !

After finishing, went to hilltop to meet Rach and the others.
Headed for CCA after slacking around for an hour.
Being with her friends really makes me laugh like mad. Something that doesn't really happen when i'm with my class.
Sad life. This is the difference between being among smart students who mugs so hard, and clever students that actually enjoys life instead of competing with one another.
The presentation was okay, since it didn't really bore me to tears.
& i have the "Obama" spirit in me. :DD HAHAA !
So next time, don't be surprised if you see me becoming a political leader. xP
Had night observation at the "balcony" instead of the stadium.
Not something i like because it was stuffy, whereas the stadium had a lot more air circulation.
The stagnant atmosphere made me sweat like siao as usual. Yeaps, bathing with my clothes on. (Y)
Didn't really learn much today. Just recognised the same constellations.
But it's a little tough when they don't have the lines like on the programme, and all you can do is try linking all the stars and realising it turns out weird. ZZ.
Never mind, practice makes perfect.
I just need more time. HAHAA.
Sat there, chitchat, talk about retarded stuffs as well as _________ problems we all faced, except Kardya. LOOOL !
Interesting, because i wasn't really so involved in these things. HEHEE.
Home-d at 10pm.
Seriously, why am i so unlucky these days ?
When i was trying to sleep on the way back, there was this guy sitting beside me, and i could sense his presence just by smelling the air.
He smelled of smoke + his own body odour. ZZ.
Almost fainted. I think i showed him how much i couldn't tolerate the smell, he actually shifted one seat away from me.
Oops. That's mean of me right. But i can't help it. ):
Plus it's like, i want to do it in a low-profile manner, but ends up i didn't have enough air, so i had to do massive gaspings. :x
Anyways, because he was "considerate", i managed to sleep my way back. LOL.
Tired till my eyelids were sore when i opened my eyes to prepare for alighting.
...

Quite sad that i didn't get to go back to Deyi today.
Okay, it's not "quite". I think "extremely" would be a better word.
The thought that not everyone was there to gather together and talk about old times, is like.. Depressing..?
Well, i'm not the only one that didn't go, that's for sure.
Miss so many people. ):
Good thing's that holidays are here, i can visit them after school, as and when i like. (:
Just need to get my hands on their timetable. :P
I guess it'll be rather difficult for me to crash their lectures without uniforms. So i'll drop the idea. But going to their school would be fine.
Because not many of us moved on from the past. The present makes it impossible to forget those memories.
Freaking miss all of them, even though some of us aren't that close. Doesn't matter, because we've been together for that 2years, through ups and downs, hand in hand..
So sad i wanna cry. ):
I wanted to type out all the names of the people i missed. & i realised that i'd actually be typing everyone's name - all 42.

So many troubles. So tired. Sigh.

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;