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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

School was okay, i guess.
Alright i'll confess, the reason it's good is because i kinda forgot what i did the entire day. For now. -.-
Rights, let me clear my head and recall what happened. Sorry lah, my brain has the ability to block all forms of misery.
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Started school with PACC tutorial. Boring ? Just copy, copy, copy. "Geddit, yes ?"
Yes 'cher, i get it, can you go on and stop saying that phrase for x times and repeating yourself about subsidiary ledgers. I know you like the words "subsidiary" and "suspense", but there's no need for you to torture us poor students with your constant flow of words with incorrect pronunciation. Oops. :P
Had 3hrs break after that. Went to hilltop to do project.
Didn't eat because my "breakfast" which consists of one pathetic MrBean pancake and iced chocolate, was shockingly able to sustain me. Well, i guess maybe i wasn't in the mood to eat too. In the end, i only bought 2 drumlets. Hahas.
Slacked for 1hr before doing DBE and discussing about the checklist thingy.
Be optimistic !~ At least we're starting a little on project, right ? :x
& IT'S LAME ZHENXIN'S BDAY TODAY ! :D
Hahas, bought him a cake at the last minute. Not much of a plan. Anyways, they still managed to waste part of the cake and shove it into his face.
Come to think of it, it might be a good thing my birthday's during the holidays.
But maybe not. Because not many people remembers. ):
Continued with MOB project. Discussed and compiled some points. Not a bad start since we'll be focusing on it for 6hrs straight on Thurs during the freaking 6hrs break. ZZZ.
I'll continue on the points later on.
Somehow, i quite like doing reports. Just that at times, that stupid Microsoft Office likes to ruin my entire page with ugly linings and formattings. -.-
Econs lecture after the break. Damn, he actually managed to finish the entire chapter on Monopolistic Competition !
We're reaching Oligopoly which is freaking tough and annoying. ): Gosh, i hope i can catch up from now on. I'm sorta having troubles with PC, M and MC already ~
SPSS was a waste of time. Okay maybe not, because i managed to watch some parts of the Lucifer's MV ! :DDDD

Went to IMM with Rach after school.
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Seriously i keep contradicting myself, no idea why.
I don't want to give in, just don't want to.
But on the other hand, i'm doing all these things. ZZZ.
& it's not like you're the only one that cares, i do too. I have feelings as well, please remember that. Please don't think that i'm like "do i fucking give a damn" right now, because i fucking give a damn.
It's just that, even if i still cherish this friendship, i'm not willing to bow down because if i think it back, i still don't see how i can be entirely blamed.
We'll see how. Treat this as a test to our friendship..
Someday when i feel like giving in, i would. But i guess, not now..

Headed home. Fml, for some unknown reason, the MRT station at JE was freaking packed and even if we waited to board at the opposite side, we still didn't get any seats.
ZZZ, in the end, had to stand all the way back to Bishan, with a heavy bag and heavy laptop and heavy head and heavy body. -.-
Nobody gave up their seats for me sia ! Dammit. =.=
Oi, who says students are SUPPOSED to give up their seats. We're human, we get tired too okay. It's just a matter of how tired we are and whether that degree of fatigue is worthy of sitting on the seats. So stop sending me weird looks when i'm sitting my way to school or back home just because you're older than me. Make me feel uneasy and in the end, i can't even catch a wink on the train and replenish my energy. =.="
Anyways, so many complaints on the train. Rach and i were whining our way back to Bishan, and discussing on the idea to implement a train where only SP students are allowed to board. HAHAA !
It's not impossible since they have trains in Japan that only allows females to board, and not males. Hmm, but there might be some problems when certain people are "uncertain" of their gender. :/
Okay, we came up with a theory for MRTs. It's all because of KARMA ! HAHAA !
Karma because in the morning, the train was really empty, according to her, and from what i saw this morning. So i guess because there were too much seats, the karma came back and now there's no seats. LOLs ! Regulation. Makes sense ? :P
Headed to comics connection on the way home. Dammit, new stuffs, but i'm broke. ):
Still need to buy TONS of things. Urgh.
Freaking 52 didn't have seats for me too. T-T
Only got seats when people alighted at Rach's stop.
It's okay because at least i get to sit for awhile. My shoulders are aching now. Fml.

That sorta ends my pathetic day ? :)
It's a busy busy week ahead !
There's DBE tutorial tomorrow, and we're supposed to do a summary report[?], but since i didn't recall hearing her say that, i guess i'll leave that out.
Seriously, i don't give a damn now because there's no point when your teacher is just biased ttm.
She likes "jumpers", but there's specific ones. So even if i jumped in front of her, i doubt she'll be too pleased with that. She might just end up questioning my intellect.
HAHAA, i can still vividly recall when she was trying to test me if i'm colour-blind. Hello, i never knew grey was GREEN. Wow, i must have lived in ignorance for 17years. Fyl.
PACC tutorial would be a breeze since i've done my work, just need to go through corrections.
Thursday have to complete most of MOB report. MOB and DBE lectures on Thurs would be easy since there's nothing much to go through except theories.
Friday, MOB tutorial, eww. Econs, PACC and Stats lecture. Gosh. No meeting of my cute lecturer this week because he's off somewhere. Got replaced by our tutor instead. ):
Ohwell, the thing to look forward to is nighttime. :D
Life doesn't sound THAT bad right ?
Yeah it isn't. The worst days are always Mondays, without fail. Because econs tutorials always gives me the creeps since he's picking students randomly to present their answers.
I bet he knows i have stage fright, so he's trying to shorten my lifespan further by making me stand in front of the class and present my usually-wrong answers.
-.-

I guess i summarised my week, for myself and the entire world.
Oh wait, not forgetting that i've to chiong projects all the way during weekends since i have presentations during the last week of school.
Dammit lor. Presentation before school ends ?! Fmlfmlfml.

Okay, thanks to my gastric, i've decided to stop ranting.
I didn't realise the reason for my gastric was because i ate nothing except 1 pancake, iced chocolate and 2 drumlets throughout the entire day, till awhile back.
LOLs, and it usually acts up during 5pm..?
I must be too bored during that period when i'm on my way home. I've got a theory that because we're too bored and there's nothing to do, the brain actually finds things for us to do by creating things like gastric. HAHAA !
Anyways, it's not something i can control. It's very common for my gastric to act up at least once a week. I make it seem like i'm on a diet right. :P
In actual fact, i think i'm gaining weight ! :O
Seem to have more fats at my waist and when i finish eating, there's always this BIG BELLY, omfg ! That belly only appears when i'm with close friends lah, so you guys out there that wants to see my pretty belly, wait long long. My stomach will shy one, you know.
These few days, haven't been in top form. HAHAA, sounds weird. I don't really know how to define "top form", but just a feeling.
Tired, 9hrs of sleep doesn't help much. I just keep yawning when i go to school, in school, going home.
Skip school ? Tsk, my attendance is going to suffer, moreover principles doesn't allow that to happen. Besides, missing lessons means that i'm going to be the one suffering at the end of the day. Unwise decision.
Reminds me of times in sec4 when i was really sick and down with fever, but i refused to go home because i couldn't afford to miss lessons since the major exams were approaching.
Wow, i sound so responsible can. I'm touched by myself too. HAHAA !
(Y)

Nice weather today.
Freaking cold. Lucky people invented things like jackets and shoes. Why shoes ? Because without them, we would be walking around bare-footed, on disturbing things such as mud and rainwater mixed with all other disturbing stuffs on the floor. Eww.

That's about all. Off to emo ! :D
ROFL ! I'll try finding a reason to emo. (;
Or maybe i might just head off to bed depending on my willingness to sleep. HEHEE.

FULLstop !

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