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I do what i want
and i do it with my very own way
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

In school now. Got too bored so i decided to blog.
Hmm, it's a very nice weather in SP today. (:
Got sun, but not very hot.
Got wind, but not very chilly.
Perfect.
I always said i manipulated the weather. As in, my mood has the ability to make the weather better.
Guess not, because with a weather like this, i'm still moodswinging and kinda upset..?
Hate this feeling.

It's okay, i'll put everything down. Family, classmates, and all other problems. Down.
Because i should know what are my priorities..
Just can't help it though.

I think i'm actually causing a change in the weather, because it seems like it's gonna rain soon..

This feeling's going to be with me for quite some time. So i'm not entirely in the mood to blog. Sorry.

Even if i'm constantly telling people to say out how they really feel, it's a different thing when it comes to myself.
Easier said than done, as usual.
Not easy to describe the feelings plus the awkwardness when everyone knows.
That's weak.
Yeaps, but i don't think i'll constipate to death. I'll remember to let it all out.
Perhaps i should go take a walk tonight too..
Why doesn't anyone live close enough to meet up at night when i'm feeling down..?

I guess looking at my friends' happiness is enough. Even if i'm not having it myself.
...

Never listen to Jay Chou's songs when you're upset, heartbroken or whatever. Just don't.
Sometimes his songs gets so freaking depressing, you might just find yourself jumping off a building. ZZZ.
But then again, i've to admit that his songs are definitely good. The representation of Chinese music.
Still prefer his old songs though. & watching all those MVs, you can actually see how much he went through in order to accomplish what we see on him, now.
Started off with half a dream, developed into what you see.
Sounds nice ? (:
I hope my dream has the ability to develop itself. But it's still a long way, and i'm not so sure whether i'd be able to survive for the next 3years, so let's just keep it as it is now.
& i shan't waste my time blogging about idiots because they're not worth me doing that.
Just know that he exists. (;

爱情来得太快就像龙卷风,离不开风暴圈来不及逃,我不能再想,我不能再想。。

已经长大的约定那样珍惜,与你聊不完的曾经,而我已经分不清你是友情,还是错过的爱情。

这感觉已经不对,我最后才了解,一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累,你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴,而我心碎你受罪你的美,我不配。

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开,爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀。。

Nice lyrics. Found some interesting common factors Jay likes to use in his songs. Saw it ? :P

Yah, maybe he'll brighten my mood up. But there's still a probability of me committing suicide. (Y)

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