Irresponsibility is the ignorance of consequences.
I guess i've been too aware of the consequences that i kept doing things even though it's against my wills. But not for today.
That's why it's always easier to be the bad guy than the good one. Being irresponsible makes you have a hold on those responsible ones.
...
Things have made me asked how much i've learnt to let go.
Frankly, i'm not sure too. The only thing i know is that i've moved on. The past isn't something pulling me down so that's something good, i suppose.
Or perhaps the real troubles haven't surfaced, that's why i'm not feeling the stress yet. It's just the second week after all.
But maybe it's got something to do with my upbringing as well. Something i've always been thankful about ever since i was a kid.
Looking at all my friends, sometimes i can't help but feel that i'm far luckier than they are.
I have zero stress from my parents and that all the stress just came from myself. Self-generating pressure, excellent. (Y)
Maybe i've been used to failures. Failing maths and sciences like it's an everyday thing in primary school until secondary school.
I guess that partly attributes to why i can handle failures in academics though not like i don't feel a thing entirely. I'm not numb, for goodness sake.
So when i see people getting all upset because they didn't fare as well as they expected themselves to have, or when they failed and enter a state of depression, i'm usually in the -______- mood.
Just one failure and they made it seem like the end of the world. I must have died a million times when i was young then.
Basically, i just classify their reactions as "exaggerations".

Anyways, though i'm happy i can handle it pretty well, after my slight depression, it's not really a good thing.
Like i said, everyone around me are either math geniuses or future mad scientists. I don't really mix well with these people so i'm somewhat, out of the circle.
Either i try to blend in and become a math freak, or i just stick to being me.
But i think the latter interests me more than the former since the mention of figures doesn't really catch my attention except rejection.

Which then comes back to the question where i ask myself, what am i good at ?
I don't even know it myself.
That is unless sarcasm is considered a personal quality.

Irresponsibility is the ignorance of consequences.
I guess i've been too aware of the consequences that i kept doing things even though it's against my wills. But not for today.
That's why it's always easier to be the bad guy than the good one. Being irresponsible makes you have a hold on those responsible ones.
...
Things have made me asked how much i've learnt to let go.
Frankly, i'm not sure too. The only thing i know is that i've moved on. The past isn't something pulling me down so that's something good, i suppose.
Or perhaps the real troubles haven't surfaced, that's why i'm not feeling the stress yet. It's just the second week after all.
But maybe it's got something to do with my upbringing as well. Something i've always been thankful about ever since i was a kid.
Looking at all my friends, sometimes i can't help but feel that i'm far luckier than they are.
I have zero stress from my parents and that all the stress just came from myself. Self-generating pressure, excellent. (Y)
Maybe i've been used to failures. Failing maths and sciences like it's an everyday thing in primary school until secondary school.
I guess that partly attributes to why i can handle failures in academics though not like i don't feel a thing entirely. I'm not numb, for goodness sake.
So when i see people getting all upset because they didn't fare as well as they expected themselves to have, or when they failed and enter a state of depression, i'm usually in the -______- mood.
Just one failure and they made it seem like the end of the world. I must have died a million times when i was young then.
Basically, i just classify their reactions as "exaggerations".

Anyways, though i'm happy i can handle it pretty well, after my slight depression, it's not really a good thing.
Like i said, everyone around me are either math geniuses or future mad scientists. I don't really mix well with these people so i'm somewhat, out of the circle.
Either i try to blend in and become a math freak, or i just stick to being me.
But i think the latter interests me more than the former since the mention of figures doesn't really catch my attention except rejection.

Which then comes back to the question where i ask myself, what am i good at ?
I don't even know it myself.
That is unless sarcasm is considered a personal quality.

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;