I can already feel it coming. But there's not much i can do about it.
Another 3 more hours of school before i can run home and hide. Time is ticking slowly and i don't know what to do.
Reading the script again is equivalent to asking me to face all the problems again.
I've no idea why during every presentation, there'll be group problems coming out.
Never seen these kind of problems occurring on such a regular basis, so till now i still haven't gotten hold on how to react to different situations.
I guess i never will.
It's not like i want to keep them behind when they're not feeling well.
But i just feel that they're throwing everything to those who are staying behind to clear the mess they've made. Seriously, i'm not even obliged to do all these.
On account that we're all friends, i can accept it, though it doesn't mean i like it.
Don't make it seem as if i'm the bad guy, that i don't have sympathy for someone who's not well, because i'm thinking for everyone.
Maybe it's just the way i show it..

So just screw this thing. Seems like things will never work out right even when we're all in the same group.
The quiz might be right. Working individually is at times, better than being in groups.
I used to hate the idea of doing things alone because it just seemed.. lonely. Immature thinking, i suppose.
Now i can see why working alone is better.
...
There's always a balance.
When everything seems to be on the right track, something pops out to set it off and usually it's not that easy to solve until time reveals it all.
When you've done everything you can but failed and have prepared yourself for the worst, things ain't as bad as you thought it would be.
It's getting so regular, i've nothing to say. The only response to it is sleeping all the way home.

I can already feel it coming. But there's not much i can do about it.
Another 3 more hours of school before i can run home and hide. Time is ticking slowly and i don't know what to do.
Reading the script again is equivalent to asking me to face all the problems again.
I've no idea why during every presentation, there'll be group problems coming out.
Never seen these kind of problems occurring on such a regular basis, so till now i still haven't gotten hold on how to react to different situations.
I guess i never will.
It's not like i want to keep them behind when they're not feeling well.
But i just feel that they're throwing everything to those who are staying behind to clear the mess they've made. Seriously, i'm not even obliged to do all these.
On account that we're all friends, i can accept it, though it doesn't mean i like it.
Don't make it seem as if i'm the bad guy, that i don't have sympathy for someone who's not well, because i'm thinking for everyone.
Maybe it's just the way i show it..

So just screw this thing. Seems like things will never work out right even when we're all in the same group.
The quiz might be right. Working individually is at times, better than being in groups.
I used to hate the idea of doing things alone because it just seemed.. lonely. Immature thinking, i suppose.
Now i can see why working alone is better.
...
There's always a balance.
When everything seems to be on the right track, something pops out to set it off and usually it's not that easy to solve until time reveals it all.
When you've done everything you can but failed and have prepared yourself for the worst, things ain't as bad as you thought it would be.
It's getting so regular, i've nothing to say. The only response to it is sleeping all the way home.

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;