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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

5weeks well-spent, i could say. This might be the most meaningful period of holidays i had in my life.
Probably because i really did cherish it and make full use of it rather than the usual plans of bonding sessions with my bed.
But i guess good things never last.
...
Went to fly kite today yesterday.
The last time i flew it at ECP with my dad and it was mostly him handling with it since i'm a beginner at it. That was like, 2 to 3years back.
Today, i have proven that i suck at flying kites.
I can't get it off the ground much. I can't get it to fly. And i can't sustain it in the air whenever the wind threatens to die out and it attempts to kite-crash to the ground.
Suddenly remembered that they always like to illustrate relationship management as kite-flying.
That's like the trigger that leads to the wave of thoughts.

Anyway, i think and think, and eventually, i forgot everything.
So i thought for nothing. Total waste of energy. I think i just have too much time on my hands.
...
My heart's pounding when it's not a big deal. But yah, just can't help it.
Besides, it's still approximately 9hrs 45mins away. Why am i being so worried about ?
Logic aside, i'm sure i'll be having an uneasy night as usual.
Sometimes i just want to pluck out my brain/heart and force it to forget everything so that i can sleep dreamless.
Dreams just makes it equally tiring when you wake up.

Must be too stressed up these days. No idea over what. I guess i'm just having this transition period in life.
Still looking forward to the day i get outta here and tour the world without any worries.
For starters, i should just find a rich husband.
& it's interesting to know that at the age of 16, 80% of the people have already met the person they're going to marry.
So i have another 2months to get Jjong to realise i'm over here !~ :D
*SPAMS SIGNBOARDS IN ATTEMPT TO GAIN ATTENTION*

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