Okay, i just wrote one entire chunk and i intended to click on the "publish" button when i read through it again, and all the mixed feelings came back.
So i just deleted the entire thing and now this post is left with what you see here.

The posts in my diaries last time seemed so innocent.
Because when you're trying to write out what you learnt today, it's not that easy to put into words.
Emotions is something that can never be written out because it doesn't really express things the way you want it to be.
Those entries were so naive that i could write one entire chunk and not feel tired.
Now i've got so many things to write about, but i can't put it down to words.

When you're so tired of everything, you can't even be bothered to complicate it further.

Seriously, i need something/someone/whatever to give me that motivation to continue on.
Roller coaster rides in life used to occur once a month, at most. Now, it's once a week at least.

Okay, i just wrote one entire chunk and i intended to click on the "publish" button when i read through it again, and all the mixed feelings came back.
So i just deleted the entire thing and now this post is left with what you see here.

The posts in my diaries last time seemed so innocent.
Because when you're trying to write out what you learnt today, it's not that easy to put into words.
Emotions is something that can never be written out because it doesn't really express things the way you want it to be.
Those entries were so naive that i could write one entire chunk and not feel tired.
Now i've got so many things to write about, but i can't put it down to words.

When you're so tired of everything, you can't even be bothered to complicate it further.

Seriously, i need something/someone/whatever to give me that motivation to continue on.
Roller coaster rides in life used to occur once a month, at most. Now, it's once a week at least.

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;