Hi 小弟弟s and 小妹妹s. Time for self-reflection about your life ! :D
Jiejie's gonna write one entire post about how useless i feel i am, and make you guys understand and see more of this world. :DD
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Every passing day just reminds me that i haven't learnt to let go.

Let's get down to the facts. So if i had to roughly gauge a figure, it'd be about 5months since i started this new chapter of my life.
& then we minus off my introductions to all these things, it'd be around 4months 2weeks since the day i said i hate poly, i hate the people, i hate the things, i hate my life, and many many more drama speeches.
In this 4months 2weeks, i said i've progressed from breaking down, to living in self-denial, and finally to self-claiming that i'll move on.
But from what i see in the overview, i only love the past. The attempt to love the present was total fail okay, let's be frank to one another.
The current state is like, me, standing here like a gundoo and unwilling to take another step forward.
As if there're sharks in front in the sea in front of me.
Come to think of it, there is. But that's not the point right.
Baby penguins have to go out, swim around, take their chances and familiarise with their environment and learn to survive. Even if there's a probability of being eaten by seals, they must go out. It's not like knowing that there're dangers out there, it means they can hide and never go hunt for food. They'd die even faster that way.
I'm worst-off than a baby penguin. Fml.

So where's my resolution ?
I came up with some ways to try and adapt to things in a better way. Hiding wasn't that productive though it worked somehow.
1. Go mad. When things goes crazy, and you can't control them, join them.
2. Love the fucktards. That sounds impossible, but i could give it a try by being 100000x more ignorant.
3. Wait for 2012.
4. Or maybe wait for Osama, like Xiuyi said. :P

Anyways, it's good to know i'm not standing alone. It's bad to know we're stagnant over here.
Sometimes i wonder if it's people's fortune to not have such nice secondary school memories.
They wouldn't know what it means by "excellent classmates", so they wouldn't be comparing between the "excellent" and the "fucked up".
...
我在这边被事情搞得团团转。。
你在那边笑屁阿 ?!

& then we have all the bgr problems.
Wow, come to think of it, such things weren't really an issue in 409.
We're a family. Nothing much going on. Assume everything's fine, don't talk much about these things.
SO INNOCENT.
Now things feels so corrupted. Everyone's finding their targets like some despo. Speechless.
Grow up, boy, grow up. I thought i told you not to wait/find ?! 把我的话当耳边风leh ! Tsk !
Wish them eternal happiness and best of luck in maintaining it. (Y)
& for those with low self-confidence which i shan't mention, cheer up, don't so sad. Is they blind, never see you there.
Don't worry. Next time if no boys woo you, i be your boyfriend okay. :D
If not i share Jonghyun with you lah, HEHEE. *Winkwink. ;)

Hi 小弟弟s and 小妹妹s. Time for self-reflection about your life ! :D
Jiejie's gonna write one entire post about how useless i feel i am, and make you guys understand and see more of this world. :DD
...

Every passing day just reminds me that i haven't learnt to let go.

Let's get down to the facts. So if i had to roughly gauge a figure, it'd be about 5months since i started this new chapter of my life.
& then we minus off my introductions to all these things, it'd be around 4months 2weeks since the day i said i hate poly, i hate the people, i hate the things, i hate my life, and many many more drama speeches.
In this 4months 2weeks, i said i've progressed from breaking down, to living in self-denial, and finally to self-claiming that i'll move on.
But from what i see in the overview, i only love the past. The attempt to love the present was total fail okay, let's be frank to one another.
The current state is like, me, standing here like a gundoo and unwilling to take another step forward.
As if there're sharks in front in the sea in front of me.
Come to think of it, there is. But that's not the point right.
Baby penguins have to go out, swim around, take their chances and familiarise with their environment and learn to survive. Even if there's a probability of being eaten by seals, they must go out. It's not like knowing that there're dangers out there, it means they can hide and never go hunt for food. They'd die even faster that way.
I'm worst-off than a baby penguin. Fml.

So where's my resolution ?
I came up with some ways to try and adapt to things in a better way. Hiding wasn't that productive though it worked somehow.
1. Go mad. When things goes crazy, and you can't control them, join them.
2. Love the fucktards. That sounds impossible, but i could give it a try by being 100000x more ignorant.
3. Wait for 2012.
4. Or maybe wait for Osama, like Xiuyi said. :P

Anyways, it's good to know i'm not standing alone. It's bad to know we're stagnant over here.
Sometimes i wonder if it's people's fortune to not have such nice secondary school memories.
They wouldn't know what it means by "excellent classmates", so they wouldn't be comparing between the "excellent" and the "fucked up".
...
我在这边被事情搞得团团转。。
你在那边笑屁阿 ?!

& then we have all the bgr problems.
Wow, come to think of it, such things weren't really an issue in 409.
We're a family. Nothing much going on. Assume everything's fine, don't talk much about these things.
SO INNOCENT.
Now things feels so corrupted. Everyone's finding their targets like some despo. Speechless.
Grow up, boy, grow up. I thought i told you not to wait/find ?! 把我的话当耳边风leh ! Tsk !
Wish them eternal happiness and best of luck in maintaining it. (Y)
& for those with low self-confidence which i shan't mention, cheer up, don't so sad. Is they blind, never see you there.
Don't worry. Next time if no boys woo you, i be your boyfriend okay. :D
If not i share Jonghyun with you lah, HEHEE. *Winkwink. ;)

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;