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Thursday, August 26, 2010

All i want to do now is, slack.
Everyone's studying, be it productive or not, but they still are.
I'm over here, watching tv, using FB, and 0% mugging spirit.
Damn, i promised myself that i'll study and work hard constantly throughout the 3years, but i've already given up 30% in less than a year.
Depreciation meh. -.-

I hate studying now.
Poly has made me realised that i DID NOT hate studying last time when i was in primary/secondary school.
At that time, it was just a burden. However much the burden was, there's a limit to it where everything was still copeable. I still enjoyed learning things though it was made through the "coercive" way since everyone was required to study the same things. I liked it, still.
Now ? It's like throwing things at me everyday when i go back to school.
From projects, assignments, tutorials, practice papers, to fucktards, bastards, bitches, assholes.
Thanks for showing me the way to the future that's awaiting in front.

Anyways, i've successfully procrastinated from when i woke up at noon, then to after dinner, and to the YOG closing ceremony, and now intending to procrastinate till the show ends at 11pm.
Wonderful stalling of 12hrs. (Y)
I'm like setting conditions for myself before i'm willing to study.
Things like, having a break, eating tidbits, watching tv, sit on my bed and daydream, sit in front of comp and play Bejeweled.
Rather than complaining about how much i hate studying, i should spend time understanding the weird formulas those twisted mathematicians came up with.
Guess i'm not that twisted yet, because if i am, i'd be on par with them and even come up with my own formulas. Thank god. -.-
Besides, complaining doesn't mean that i wouldn't have to study, so, i should weigh things and do what is beneficial to me. :)
FOR MY FUTURE !~ T-T

Okay, others mugging already. I shall reward myself with tidbit at 12am if i can finish the chapters of Stats that was tested in the MST.
The real thing starts tomorrow.
Fighting fighting fighting ! :D

I think MOB has a rather great and positive impact on my English.
My english has improved by a certain amount thanks to some new words i came across in the slides. :D
Not bad, killing two birds with one stone.
...
I guess there'll always be a fear.
Perhaps it will go away after these 3years end. Or perhaps it will haunt me forever.
I don't know.
Once bitten, twice shy. 一朝被蛇咬,十年怕井绳。
Should relax more. Treat it as yet another fall this year lo.
'Sides, in comparison with all the falls i had, this isn't really that bad. It's better it happened now, than to commit stupid mistakes like these later in the years and regret it. The consequences would be much greater by then..

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