Tuesday, October 5, 2010
I'm being contradicting again..
Half of me wants to accept the challenge, half of me fear the consequences if things gets out of hand and beyond control..
I guess i'll have to live with risks if i ever wanted to do something more.
But right now, i think it's better i stuck to this decision.
Frankly, i'm not even sure of the extent of my abilities so all i can do now is stop risking things until i have confidence.
I wish i had more capabilities.
But i guess everyone's good at different things.
Not discovering it now doesn't mean that i might not discover it in the future.
天生我材必有用。
At least when i turn back and look at the almost-reaching-two-decades of my life, i'm glad i didn't regret and i actually, made it this far.
On a brighter note, i could use the spare time to brush up on my Jap when they're busy handling maths and econs.
I'm just planning for the "learning foreign language" module in year3. HEH.
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