When there's nothing going on, i complain that it's too boring.
When there're things happening, i'm whining that it's too much for me to comprehend and for my brain to process.
So i'm not sure if i prefer my life to be a 'lil more boring and a wee bit happening.
Whatever the case, i'm having too much conclusions about different things each day that it's reaching into infinity.
I think i'm gonna be senile when i'm old, what with all these constant thinkings.
Should stop torturing my brain..

Just like when i try to pave and think how i'm going to walk the muddy path ahead, i realise there's nothing much i can do.
I don't have much resolve to the problems, so it's more or less like coming up with solutions of clearing the mud as i proceed on which is a total waste of efforts.
But i still do, that's the dumbest thing.
Anyway, it's just a continuous cycle that goes on and on.

Monday's coming too quickly i don't even know how to react.
I should just go meditate in the temple and try to gain enlightenment.

It's quite depressing to know that i'm only left with 2weeks.
Once school starts, i guess i'll be back to the stoning phase.
It's time i became a bit more independent and stop trying to find people to rely on.
Frankly speaking, i'm not exactly looking forward to it.
Lectures and tutorials i can survive. Projects are like piling dealth penalties, sentencing me to death again and again.
I'm afraid i'd just break down one day, and jump off the platform.

When there's nothing going on, i complain that it's too boring.
When there're things happening, i'm whining that it's too much for me to comprehend and for my brain to process.
So i'm not sure if i prefer my life to be a 'lil more boring and a wee bit happening.
Whatever the case, i'm having too much conclusions about different things each day that it's reaching into infinity.
I think i'm gonna be senile when i'm old, what with all these constant thinkings.
Should stop torturing my brain..

Just like when i try to pave and think how i'm going to walk the muddy path ahead, i realise there's nothing much i can do.
I don't have much resolve to the problems, so it's more or less like coming up with solutions of clearing the mud as i proceed on which is a total waste of efforts.
But i still do, that's the dumbest thing.
Anyway, it's just a continuous cycle that goes on and on.

Monday's coming too quickly i don't even know how to react.
I should just go meditate in the temple and try to gain enlightenment.

It's quite depressing to know that i'm only left with 2weeks.
Once school starts, i guess i'll be back to the stoning phase.
It's time i became a bit more independent and stop trying to find people to rely on.
Frankly speaking, i'm not exactly looking forward to it.
Lectures and tutorials i can survive. Projects are like piling dealth penalties, sentencing me to death again and again.
I'm afraid i'd just break down one day, and jump off the platform.

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;