I should've known better than anyone that people i see now, aren't worthy of my trust.
I never knew that's what classmates are. Thanks for redefining the term for me so that i can understand more about human nature and its ugliness.
Sometimes i want to depend on you guys, but then things make it such that i remembered the basis of reliance wasn't strong in the first place.
Yeah, from today onwards, i'll just become more like HER. (:
Perhaps it's not a bad thing to see things so clearly now and be more cautious while working together, than to suffer when you finally see it at the very last minute.

Rather than feeling disappointment and knives jabbing into my heart, i'm actually glad i took it in my stride and am countering it all. ;)
...
Results is good. :D
Instead of comparing with others, i should be content that i passed, i struck the minimal, and am moving on.
TEEHEE !
But this also means that it's time i work harder in the next sem. So i'm gonna go home and study 1hr everyday. :D
Let's see if it works in the end, though.
...
Going out today was a great distraction from all these.
Though i said it's good, there's this minor disappointment i didn't score better. So i guess i needed to let my mind take a break and relax for a bit.

& thank goodness they released Hello MV when i got back because i needed that motivation.
<3 ttm.
...

There's this unwavering intention of changing course.
But when i think about the reason why i chose this course in the first place, i think i could hold on for a little longer.
In comparison, 3years of torture in exchange for countless years of luxurious lifestyle, nothing at all.
I'll survive. ;D

Okay, i'll be off to continue practicing Japanese !
Still feeling over the moon about buying it. Been on my wishlist since last year. T-T

I should've known better than anyone that people i see now, aren't worthy of my trust.
I never knew that's what classmates are. Thanks for redefining the term for me so that i can understand more about human nature and its ugliness.
Sometimes i want to depend on you guys, but then things make it such that i remembered the basis of reliance wasn't strong in the first place.
Yeah, from today onwards, i'll just become more like HER. (:
Perhaps it's not a bad thing to see things so clearly now and be more cautious while working together, than to suffer when you finally see it at the very last minute.

Rather than feeling disappointment and knives jabbing into my heart, i'm actually glad i took it in my stride and am countering it all. ;)
...
Results is good. :D
Instead of comparing with others, i should be content that i passed, i struck the minimal, and am moving on.
TEEHEE !
But this also means that it's time i work harder in the next sem. So i'm gonna go home and study 1hr everyday. :D
Let's see if it works in the end, though.
...
Going out today was a great distraction from all these.
Though i said it's good, there's this minor disappointment i didn't score better. So i guess i needed to let my mind take a break and relax for a bit.

& thank goodness they released Hello MV when i got back because i needed that motivation.
<3 ttm.
...

There's this unwavering intention of changing course.
But when i think about the reason why i chose this course in the first place, i think i could hold on for a little longer.
In comparison, 3years of torture in exchange for countless years of luxurious lifestyle, nothing at all.
I'll survive. ;D

Okay, i'll be off to continue practicing Japanese !
Still feeling over the moon about buying it. Been on my wishlist since last year. T-T

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;