Humans are indeed greedy, ambitious, and uncontented.
I have no idea why some people just wish to continue pursuing after something that they might not be able to achieve.
Why not stop and look at the things they have and just be satisfied with it ?
Yah, i know everyone wishes to lead a good life.
No worries about food, finances, clothes, and have a damn good house.
But, if everyone hopes to have such a good life, then who are going to be the ones that 'sacrifice' themselves and be the poorer lot ?
You cant expect every single person to be wealthy.
& since we dont really have much of a say in how rich we will be, as i believe it's all up to fate and your own destiny, isnt it much better that we just look on the bright side that we lived past 17years with sufficient food and good education and just
LIVE WITH IT.
Some people..
Can understand how they feel, but isnt it a little bit naive, if i were to say it harshly.
Maybe all of them have the 'i-want-to-be-rich' thinking, that's why most went to JC since entering University gets a better future.
But im actually fine with a normal life.
Being wealthy means, you have money, but you'll lose other things.
I'd rather live a normal life, stable job, stable pay, able to feed my entire family, keep us alive and just continue like that.

Probably at the end of the day,
some people might realise that they really couldnt make it.
They ended up, stressing themselves, and gaining nothing from it.
Why torture yourself like that ?
I know Poly isnt really a good choice,
but many more people graduated from Polys and i havent heard of any news regarding poly students dying on the streets because they couldnt find a job.
So i just want to say,
please stop telling me that JC is better.
Because :
1. I have already chosen this path, no turning-backs.
2. I want to live my life my own way.
3. I have nothing to lose even if i end up as a junior employee since i have ALWAYS been poor, in 17years of my life. So why should i be afraid ?
This might be one of the pros of being poor when young.
You grow up, being able to accept being poor.
Yah, it's not too good a feeling.
But at least, im used to it, than those who worked so high up and fall, and becomes bankrupt.

I LOVE MY OPTIMISM. :D
Somehow i keep looking at good things in life, IN ORDER TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT LIFE IS GOOD. :P
But yah, im fine with it.
Better than being pessimistic all the time and wasting life away.
Or like some people, pending for death in 2012.
=.=
Seriously, i dont wish to die just yet.
There's still a long way ahead of me.
Wishing to die now isnt right because everyone who was born before us, lived through it.
So why cant i ?

I think i got sidetracked again. :/
Anyway, i think it's not easy to find those people who are easily satisfied.
The first person was ShiPing.
Perhaps saying it frankly, it's called living in self-denial, telling yourself you might make a difference when obviously, it might not work out that way.
ShiPing was the only one who could chat with me on MSN and telling me positively about being in Poly, that it's ok for her to have a job though less-paying than university graduates.
Well, i more or less spoke to aunt yesterday when i went to visit her.
While i talked to her about my plans for my own future,
i was kind of shocked that i actually have my own thoughts,
that i really, differ from other people who wish to be successful in life.
As in, i do wish for that too, but at least, im fine with anything.
I dont ask for much.
She actually agrees with me. (:
& obviously my parents have no higher hopes of me since they never gave me stress ever since i started schooling.
All the stress came from myself. >.<

I have my own thoughts. :D
Im glad about that. :P
At least, i wont be like people who dont have their own thoughts and decisions.
Though im easily swayed. -.=

Mum told me something SHOCKING.
She said dad kidnapped my blue waterbottle and wanted to RETURN it to Grandma when it IS MINE !
=.=!!
I was like, so damn shocked when she told me that.
OMG lah, the blue bottle is my love, man. ):
Imagine school life without it. T-T
It has actually lived with me for about.. 1+ year ? =.=
OMGOMG lah !
If he really kidnapped it and gave it to Grandma, im going to get him to bring it back.
>:(
Lucky thing was mum was there to tell him to double-check with Grandma whether it was hers or not.
Else.. DD:

CNY coming soon.
So fast..
Time flies. -.-

Im so damn bored luh. D:
Steffi isnt online yet. -.=
That aunty arh !
Ask me to wait for her online when she went for work today.
LOOK AT THE TIME !
=.=!!
She's so going to get it from me later. :P

Im jealous of those people who have school, who gets to know new friends, and are having tons of fun now.
D:
I hope, i meet nice people that i can crap with, like i do in Deyi, and not hypocrites, backstabbers or anything.
:/
*Sighs.

Fullstop.

Humans are indeed greedy, ambitious, and uncontented.
I have no idea why some people just wish to continue pursuing after something that they might not be able to achieve.
Why not stop and look at the things they have and just be satisfied with it ?
Yah, i know everyone wishes to lead a good life.
No worries about food, finances, clothes, and have a damn good house.
But, if everyone hopes to have such a good life, then who are going to be the ones that 'sacrifice' themselves and be the poorer lot ?
You cant expect every single person to be wealthy.
& since we dont really have much of a say in how rich we will be, as i believe it's all up to fate and your own destiny, isnt it much better that we just look on the bright side that we lived past 17years with sufficient food and good education and just
LIVE WITH IT.
Some people..
Can understand how they feel, but isnt it a little bit naive, if i were to say it harshly.
Maybe all of them have the 'i-want-to-be-rich' thinking, that's why most went to JC since entering University gets a better future.
But im actually fine with a normal life.
Being wealthy means, you have money, but you'll lose other things.
I'd rather live a normal life, stable job, stable pay, able to feed my entire family, keep us alive and just continue like that.

Probably at the end of the day,
some people might realise that they really couldnt make it.
They ended up, stressing themselves, and gaining nothing from it.
Why torture yourself like that ?
I know Poly isnt really a good choice,
but many more people graduated from Polys and i havent heard of any news regarding poly students dying on the streets because they couldnt find a job.
So i just want to say,
please stop telling me that JC is better.
Because :
1. I have already chosen this path, no turning-backs.
2. I want to live my life my own way.
3. I have nothing to lose even if i end up as a junior employee since i have ALWAYS been poor, in 17years of my life. So why should i be afraid ?
This might be one of the pros of being poor when young.
You grow up, being able to accept being poor.
Yah, it's not too good a feeling.
But at least, im used to it, than those who worked so high up and fall, and becomes bankrupt.

I LOVE MY OPTIMISM. :D
Somehow i keep looking at good things in life, IN ORDER TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT LIFE IS GOOD. :P
But yah, im fine with it.
Better than being pessimistic all the time and wasting life away.
Or like some people, pending for death in 2012.
=.=
Seriously, i dont wish to die just yet.
There's still a long way ahead of me.
Wishing to die now isnt right because everyone who was born before us, lived through it.
So why cant i ?

I think i got sidetracked again. :/
Anyway, i think it's not easy to find those people who are easily satisfied.
The first person was ShiPing.
Perhaps saying it frankly, it's called living in self-denial, telling yourself you might make a difference when obviously, it might not work out that way.
ShiPing was the only one who could chat with me on MSN and telling me positively about being in Poly, that it's ok for her to have a job though less-paying than university graduates.
Well, i more or less spoke to aunt yesterday when i went to visit her.
While i talked to her about my plans for my own future,
i was kind of shocked that i actually have my own thoughts,
that i really, differ from other people who wish to be successful in life.
As in, i do wish for that too, but at least, im fine with anything.
I dont ask for much.
She actually agrees with me. (:
& obviously my parents have no higher hopes of me since they never gave me stress ever since i started schooling.
All the stress came from myself. >.<

I have my own thoughts. :D
Im glad about that. :P
At least, i wont be like people who dont have their own thoughts and decisions.
Though im easily swayed. -.=

Mum told me something SHOCKING.
She said dad kidnapped my blue waterbottle and wanted to RETURN it to Grandma when it IS MINE !
=.=!!
I was like, so damn shocked when she told me that.
OMG lah, the blue bottle is my love, man. ):
Imagine school life without it. T-T
It has actually lived with me for about.. 1+ year ? =.=
OMGOMG lah !
If he really kidnapped it and gave it to Grandma, im going to get him to bring it back.
>:(
Lucky thing was mum was there to tell him to double-check with Grandma whether it was hers or not.
Else.. DD:

CNY coming soon.
So fast..
Time flies. -.-

Im so damn bored luh. D:
Steffi isnt online yet. -.=
That aunty arh !
Ask me to wait for her online when she went for work today.
LOOK AT THE TIME !
=.=!!
She's so going to get it from me later. :P

Im jealous of those people who have school, who gets to know new friends, and are having tons of fun now.
D:
I hope, i meet nice people that i can crap with, like i do in Deyi, and not hypocrites, backstabbers or anything.
:/
*Sighs.

Fullstop.

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;