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Friday, January 15, 2010

Went to Grandma's house today since i promised that i would go there more often and when im rather free.
Met CKS and of course, YYBJ. :D
LOLs, been some time since i saw them.
Actually, it's been ages lah.
Saw aunt as well.
Then played around the entire day.
The truth, we were more like staring at my baby cousin than doing anything.
Somehow, even me, the person who isnt especially fond of babies,
is rather happy when i see her.
Perhaps her actions makes her cute.
& she is cute herself. :D
Seriously, damn chubby.
x.x
Chubbiness runs in the family's blood, ONLY WHEN WE ARE BABIES. :)
Uncle drove me home.
JC talk.
=.=
Yah, it sounds nice, to know that you just have to endure 2 years and your future would be paved out nicely right in front of you.
But somehow,
i know im not the JC material.
1. I dont chiong my studies EVERY SINGLE DAY.
2. Because i have to play a bit, EVERY SINGLE DAY.
3. Studying in 409 itself was already making me super stressed up and wishing that life ends right there.
4. With the above reasons, i believe i shouldnt be so dumb as to throw myself into a school which makes me stressed up EVERY SINGLE DAY because we're going to be stuck in that school for an entire day and most probably, reach home at around 10pm++.
Since i know i cant fulfill the requirements of being in a JC itself,
and i have NEVER been aiming for JC from the very beginning,
so why should i go there ? :]
Maybe, just maybe, i might be able to make a bigger difference in Poly than being in JC.
(:
Research shows that most of the guys in our class are aiming for JC, most probably YJC, and the girls are aiming for Poly.
Guys are certainly more ambitious.
I dont have the brains for JC.
My brain is too small to comprehend and take in all those knowledge.
Give me 3years and i might consider.
But 1.5years+ ? No way.
I couldnt even catch up with work for 1 entire year until the 2nd year.
Which means if this keeps on,
im going to have to catch up with JC work in a mere 3/4 year.
=.=
& Alevels is definitely, different from Olevels.
:D
& miracles do happen.
Like my cousin.
Lousy results, entered Poly, chionged her way, entered NUS, and now, a MANAGER.
Obviously her salary says it all.
Thats why, i believe i have the brains for Poly. :DD
I can work my way up anyway.
Some people have academics.
But they just cant survive in society.
I might be the one that survives in society but not excelling in studies.
;}
HAHAs, nice perspective right ?

Been thinking about what my mum had said.
.....
Isnt it better to tell people :
I was eligible for JC but i decided not to enter and chose Poly instead
than to say :
I entered JC but i couldnt catch up with it, and retained, so decided to appeal back to Poly
.....
Obviously the first one sounds nicer.
& i wouldnt have this dilemma if not for the fact that i scored rather well.
If i didnt,
i would have stuck with the original plan of entering Poly.

Anyways, now we'll see if i get into Poly or JC.
It's all in the hands of my destiny.
HAHA xD

Class chalet coming lo ~
Damn excited. ^-^
Tomorrow going out.
Need to go cancel mum's phone line which is under my name.
All because of her mistake, we ended up having all these unnecessary problems. -.=

Sorry for the long post of JC talk. :/
That's just my own opinions lah.
Say that im not that ambitious now. HAHAs.
Say that im not ready for it now.

Fullstopp..

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