Sometimes when i turn back and look at the past 16, or 15+ years, of my life, i realised how much i had changed.
From the stubborn, brat-ish ( still abit spoilt brat, but not that bad ) to a not-so-bad one.
From the hot-tempered, speaking without going through brains, to a person who tries to understand others and put herself in their shoes.
Most of my friends may think that im very stubborn and sort of dislike me? But if i were really to ask them if they understand me, im sure most of them wouldnt, even if they think they really understand me.
Im quite good at hiding my real feelings. Everything is hidden in my heart yet i have NEVER seen/met someone that has attempted to 'read' my heart and see the real me. I guess, the outer surface of me already irks everyone. Interesting isnt it ?

And as time passes, i realise again, that im going to lose my friends soon. In less than a year. Though we've been together only for the mere 4years, it's enough to make me sad. I just hope that time would stop sometime. Have you ever wondered why time wouldnt stop at those happy times and skip all those unhappy ones altogether?
I have.
Some random day, i would take out the stack of neoprints i took with my friends, from primary school, all the way until sec4. And i see the physical change in me... Then again, i realise time flies that quickly.
Over these years, i've lost friends, and gained new ones. Though some are my good friends, there's no best friends anymore. My definition of best friend is still the most retro one : the one and only person that understands you...
I feel that best friends no longer exist. I guess it's because of my personality? Oh well, who cares? I have friends. That's what matters.

Changes are unpredictable.
And so i hate changes.
You never know what may happen tomorrow.
So you have to live the fullest today.

This is kind of boring... But the thought that i would be leaving all those people, it just automatically makes me feel sad...
-Shiping
-Steffi
-Rachel
-Rebecca
-Lixuan
-Others in 409.
I guess you would have realised who is absent in the name list. She's an ex-205 as well. She's the one that sort of, hurt us all with her brainless and senseless words. She's the one that makes me want to give her a tight slap across her face and never talk to her again.
Ironic person.
Contradicts herself.
Let's not talk about her. She just worsens my mood.

Stupid midyr exams.
Make me cry still not enough. Still want me to look at the past, think of the sad things and just become entirely engulfed in misery...

Darn it.
Hais. Stop here.

Happiness ends soon.
Fullstop.

Sometimes when i turn back and look at the past 16, or 15+ years, of my life, i realised how much i had changed.
From the stubborn, brat-ish ( still abit spoilt brat, but not that bad ) to a not-so-bad one.
From the hot-tempered, speaking without going through brains, to a person who tries to understand others and put herself in their shoes.
Most of my friends may think that im very stubborn and sort of dislike me? But if i were really to ask them if they understand me, im sure most of them wouldnt, even if they think they really understand me.
Im quite good at hiding my real feelings. Everything is hidden in my heart yet i have NEVER seen/met someone that has attempted to 'read' my heart and see the real me. I guess, the outer surface of me already irks everyone. Interesting isnt it ?

And as time passes, i realise again, that im going to lose my friends soon. In less than a year. Though we've been together only for the mere 4years, it's enough to make me sad. I just hope that time would stop sometime. Have you ever wondered why time wouldnt stop at those happy times and skip all those unhappy ones altogether?
I have.
Some random day, i would take out the stack of neoprints i took with my friends, from primary school, all the way until sec4. And i see the physical change in me... Then again, i realise time flies that quickly.
Over these years, i've lost friends, and gained new ones. Though some are my good friends, there's no best friends anymore. My definition of best friend is still the most retro one : the one and only person that understands you...
I feel that best friends no longer exist. I guess it's because of my personality? Oh well, who cares? I have friends. That's what matters.

Changes are unpredictable.
And so i hate changes.
You never know what may happen tomorrow.
So you have to live the fullest today.

This is kind of boring... But the thought that i would be leaving all those people, it just automatically makes me feel sad...
-Shiping
-Steffi
-Rachel
-Rebecca
-Lixuan
-Others in 409.
I guess you would have realised who is absent in the name list. She's an ex-205 as well. She's the one that sort of, hurt us all with her brainless and senseless words. She's the one that makes me want to give her a tight slap across her face and never talk to her again.
Ironic person.
Contradicts herself.
Let's not talk about her. She just worsens my mood.

Stupid midyr exams.
Make me cry still not enough. Still want me to look at the past, think of the sad things and just become entirely engulfed in misery...

Darn it.
Hais. Stop here.

Happiness ends soon.
Fullstop.

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;