It's been raining for quite a few times today.
Rain, stop, rain, stop.
Rainy days always has a bad impact on people. But it gives you room to think about things. Although in the emoing side, i must admit.
...
I need to visit ahgong & grandma someday.
How can he do that ? That's rather heartless, even though i know it's going to be another burden for them. But seriously, why ?
Maybe i've no rights to interfere in adults' decisions, still.
They just leave me baffled. Speechless.
...
& i want a DSLR. ):
How come people can take such nice shots while all i capture are blurred ones ?
Okay, i know at least having a camera is better than none. But people are greedy.
I should learn to be content. 知足常乐，知足常乐，难道我忘了吗?!
...
Was reading the chatlogs of previous conversations i had with people.
& i kept laughing. LOL !
Can't believe how retarded i can get. ZZ. But at least, i really did laugh in front of the comp, as usual.
I think my mum got too tired of scolding me "kisiao" whenever i laugh, now she doesn't even bother. HAHAA !
Actually i think, i just might have some talent for art. Just that it wasn't in the right areas. HEH.
...
Hmm, she's not the only one alone at home.
I guess she's not used to it..?
It's sorta like, a part of my life already. Being alone is like, nothing.
In the room alone, eat alone, watch tv alone, play alone.
That's the difference when you're the single child, as compared to those with siblings.
You get used to loneliness. Independence, i guess.
Good in a way, because i'd be immune to it in the future.. I think.
...
I still want to go to Japan before Korea.
The dream since 4years ago. I think it'll take another 10years before i get to fulfil it.
Never mind, in this 10years, i'll save up enough for the trip.
Okay, time for 省钱大计划 !

It's been raining for quite a few times today.
Rain, stop, rain, stop.
Rainy days always has a bad impact on people. But it gives you room to think about things. Although in the emoing side, i must admit.
...
I need to visit ahgong & grandma someday.
How can he do that ? That's rather heartless, even though i know it's going to be another burden for them. But seriously, why ?
Maybe i've no rights to interfere in adults' decisions, still.
They just leave me baffled. Speechless.
...
& i want a DSLR. ):
How come people can take such nice shots while all i capture are blurred ones ?
Okay, i know at least having a camera is better than none. But people are greedy.
I should learn to be content. 知足常乐，知足常乐，难道我忘了吗?!
...
Was reading the chatlogs of previous conversations i had with people.
& i kept laughing. LOL !
Can't believe how retarded i can get. ZZ. But at least, i really did laugh in front of the comp, as usual.
I think my mum got too tired of scolding me "kisiao" whenever i laugh, now she doesn't even bother. HAHAA !
Actually i think, i just might have some talent for art. Just that it wasn't in the right areas. HEH.
...
Hmm, she's not the only one alone at home.
I guess she's not used to it..?
It's sorta like, a part of my life already. Being alone is like, nothing.
In the room alone, eat alone, watch tv alone, play alone.
That's the difference when you're the single child, as compared to those with siblings.
You get used to loneliness. Independence, i guess.
Good in a way, because i'd be immune to it in the future.. I think.
...
I still want to go to Japan before Korea.
The dream since 4years ago. I think it'll take another 10years before i get to fulfil it.
Never mind, in this 10years, i'll save up enough for the trip.
Okay, time for 省钱大计划 !

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;