Time to let go.
Even if letting go means i'll fail, but for once, i should.
Rather than carrying this burden and weighing myself down, i should be more irresponsible and let others have a taste of this burden itself.
I know i should be letting go.
But i can't.
Easier said than done when you're aware that you've so much you might lose.

To hell with it, life might just be better if i did.
If it doesn't, then we'll see how things progresses.
Either way, i should try before admitting defeat.
Shall be stronger. (:

By showing others that you're weak, means you've been defeated.
...
I keep thinking about all the "what ifs".
What if i chose other alternatives. What would i become now ?
What if i changed myself. Will it change the situation ?
At the end of the day, they're all questions that would never be answered.
Waste my brain cells trying to figure out/create an ending for myself.
...

Ohyeah, & i might be moving onto tumblr, depending on things.
Sometimes when i've got all these mixed feelings, pictures are able to do the talking and achieve things that i might not be able to achieve by typing out.
See how it goes. (;

Alright, i've been procrastinating the entire day, as well as some problems in the afternoon, so, i'll be starting on memorising the first 5chapts of PACC later.
:D
Okay, that smiley is fake. I'm more of D: now.

Like i always said, 骗骗自己也爽嘛，干嘛非要把人拉回现实呢?
HAHAA, i think i'm becoming more and more cowardly.
I should try standing in the middle of the road to train my guts.

Time to let go.
Even if letting go means i'll fail, but for once, i should.
Rather than carrying this burden and weighing myself down, i should be more irresponsible and let others have a taste of this burden itself.
I know i should be letting go.
But i can't.
Easier said than done when you're aware that you've so much you might lose.

To hell with it, life might just be better if i did.
If it doesn't, then we'll see how things progresses.
Either way, i should try before admitting defeat.
Shall be stronger. (:

By showing others that you're weak, means you've been defeated.
...
I keep thinking about all the "what ifs".
What if i chose other alternatives. What would i become now ?
What if i changed myself. Will it change the situation ?
At the end of the day, they're all questions that would never be answered.
Waste my brain cells trying to figure out/create an ending for myself.
...

Ohyeah, & i might be moving onto tumblr, depending on things.
Sometimes when i've got all these mixed feelings, pictures are able to do the talking and achieve things that i might not be able to achieve by typing out.
See how it goes. (;

Alright, i've been procrastinating the entire day, as well as some problems in the afternoon, so, i'll be starting on memorising the first 5chapts of PACC later.
:D
Okay, that smiley is fake. I'm more of D: now.

Like i always said, 骗骗自己也爽嘛，干嘛非要把人拉回现实呢?
HAHAA, i think i'm becoming more and more cowardly.
I should try standing in the middle of the road to train my guts.

♥ CHERYL - (:
I'm an authentic Earthling.
& that's all about me. (;