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Saturday, December 12, 2009

Today's been an exceptionally long day for Elaine mei.
:/
Seriously, my deepest condolences to her ahma. But i believe she left at a peace of mind. :D
Jie would call her OUR ahma. Since we're related, indirectly.
But really, hope she doesnt get too depressed because of this.
I guess with this, she's going to MIA for the next few days..
There goes my plans for a movie outing with her.
*Sighs.
However, this issue is serious, so i am in no right to go out with her under such circumstances.
MEI DONT EMO ORH~ YOUR CUTE CUTE JIE WAITING FOR YOU HERE ! :D
Anyway, this just had to happen after she broke up with...
:/
LOLs, though it actually doesnt matter to her. :3

Anyways,
super touched by what that baka Delon said.
DD:
I almost cried in front of the comp, though i didnt eventually because it would look so damn retarded that way.
-.=
What he said really, moved me lah. :D
Though you cant say we're very close, at least we're close enough.
Though it's just virtually, we actually feel like a family.
So..
WHO THE HELL SAID THAT ONLINE FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS DANGEROUS ?! x.x
Maybe some might be unlucky enough to meet those conman lah.
Somehow, my luck is really.. GOOD. >.<
& im really thankful i met so many nice friends. :D
& i really mean SUPER NICE.
Who ?
That stupid Jie and of course, Emo Mei lor. :3
Not forgetting that baka Di & paikia Ahma. ^-^
I have no idea how a person with a bad temper and weird personality like me,
deserves to have so many wonderful friends,
be it in games or in real life.
:/

HAPPY ! :DD
Love em all. ^^

A question struck me today.
Somehow the holidays seems rather long.
Long enough to make me forget that the aim of this holiday was to allow us to relax from the stressful life of studying and of course, waiting for Olevel results.
So what if i really failed my Olevels, which i really really have a bad feeling about ? :/
1. I would either retain, be Sec5, turn into an ahlian under the influence of the others.
2. Dropout, find a job.
Sounds easy enough right ?
But the main problem is whether i have the courage to face reality.
Maybe, before i really face the fact that i might have failed it,
i would sort of, lock myself in the room and emo for about 1 week or 1 month,
depending on the state of mind i am in.
:/
So any-o,
if something like this happens, TOUCHWOOD TO THE MAX,
please dont call the police because im just trying to reflect on what im going to do with my life..
:)
Perhaps i might get over it the next day once i wake up from a nice long nap.
;D
Whatever the case,
i might MIA.
So..
Dont miss me too much. ;D
Damn, im making it sound like it already happened. -.= Im being too pessimistic, arent i ? :)
Shant think about it anymore.
Going to concentrate on playing and escaping from all these problems until the day i am forced to face it.
:DD
REMEMBER TO PRAY FOR ME ! ^^v
But committing suicide has never crossed my mind because that is just TOO irresponsible.
& i might not be the only one who suffers from that act.
Must spare a thought for others. :D
HAHAA.
SEE !
The noble WeiTing is so optimistic that she would be able to conquer all the problems and live life with confidence and reach greater heights !
:]
IM GOING TO PASS MY OLEVELS & IM BELIEVING IT ! ((:

Delon's going to get his Nlevel results this coming Friday.
:3
Shall cheer him on just like how he has been cheering me on. :D

Even the most cheerful person has fears and lack of courage to face certain things. So maybe being cheerful doesnt solve all the problems itself either..

Thats about all.
Didnt go anywhere.
-.-
No anime.
No manga.
Only Maple.

Im still left with a lot of things i want to do ! D:

- Botanical Garden
- Ben&Jerry
- MOVIESS
- Zoo

ZZZ.
The thing is,
everyone's still needs to work and im like the only one who's still free.
I turned down the job offer for Jan period.
Dont wish to work when school would start the following week.
:/

ERH.
Wtf am i doing here ? -.-
I should be attempting to finish my 3 books i borrowed from the AMK library which is so damned thick ! x.x
Tatas ~
:D

- IM FINE ! ;D
FULLSTOPP.

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