Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Got back English P1 and AMaths results.
English was super demoralising..
Imagine if i were to get this kind of grades in Olevels,
im sure to fail it or get C6. -.-
I finally passed AMaths for like..
the first time ?
LOLs.
First time as in exams.
But it wasnt really good because i thought that the paper was supposedly easy, and yet i failed to score.
Most probably because P1 pulled me down..
Sians.
& im eating too much lately, AGAIN ! =.=
Well, the only interesting thing today was ChaoNgin telling me about how her cousin got stuck in the slide at WildWildWet. :x
LOLs, i guessed i laughed quite loudly at that part. >.<
But that really got me happy again. :]
Shouldnt dwell on bad things so much. :P
Then we were talking about how XiuYi and Rach's behaviour was super similar because both of them were tying their hair, in the same position, and sitting side by side.
:x
In order to make ChaoNgin talk about the _____ thing, she kept hitting her, but it was just a waste of efforts. xD
Stupid ChaoNgin. -.=
She almost made me puke out the water i was drinking at that moment. -.-"
& that Angeline was still laughing at the corner ! HMMPHH ! >:(
Lalaa~
Just realised how weird WenZhen is.
LOLs, made some stupid jokes about the 'hotness'. xDD
Elena looks stress.
Looking at her makes me feel like im looking at myself. Just that im more dumb. -.-
Still havent get back SS paper.
I bet it's going to be super demoralising as well.
Sure going to pull down my Humanities grade..
*Sighh.
So emo. D:
Maybe i should emo more. ._.
Im wondering whether im considered better than some people, or worst than others.
Saw some of them being upset about their results because they didnt get their ideal and expected score, though it was still better than me.
I know, it's expected, i mean for everyone, they have their own targets.
But it's very irritating if you received rather good results,
and yet say that you want to cry.
My god, like in what way are you worse than me ?
Imagine them getting A2 or B3/4, and saying that they want to cry,
when me, a F9 or whatsoever,
didnt even feel anything and not to the extent of crying,
what would you feel ?
I guess some people expects more from themselves but, standing from other people's point of view, isnt it a little weird to be so pessimistic when they ended up getting rather good results ?
Admit that im one of those who gets demoralized even when i got quite good scores for certain subjects.
This is something worth thinking.
AND IM NOT TARGETTING ANYBODY REGARDING THIS ISSUE, THANK YOU, AND DONT MISUNDERSTAND.
;D
This is just in case some people feel that im talking about them, and have some misunderstandings.
I totally hate clearing up these things. -.=
That's about all.
Even though i've got lots of other problems, not going to post them here since it's not something worth bragging/spreading.
Why is it so complicated ?
Someday im going to need a councillor. -.=
Fullstop.
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