Thursday, August 20, 2009
I have no idea why everyone is in a crying streak these days.
Not exactly what i wanted to mean but yes, still, crying doesnt change anything.
AT ALL.
So why does everyone keep thinking about the negative things ?
I was just trying to explain my Point-Of-View, so it wasnt really nice for PeiYee to say it like i was reprimanding Rebby.
This wasnt my intention in the first place.
If that was how it seems, then i have really no idea what scolding is.
That was a mean remark, to me.
I may be sensitive to things but i dont show the actual feelings.
But please do not regard it as the fact that i do not have emotions even when people say things bluntly.
Spare a thought for me, too, please.
Not trying to say that she's wrong. Just upset.
Hope Rebby and others can cheer up.
Since it doesnt change anything, look at the bright side of life and work harder for Olevels.
Dont think about what has passed.
Yesterday was the culprit of the sudden flow of emotions.
Really, this event really shook the girls in 409. Ok, maybe only some.
Guess that everyone is feeling stressed up and it's the incident that triggers the hidden feelings in everyone.
Imagine, if we didnt take studies seriously, we wouldnt be so upset and afraid that we wont be able to live up to our parents' expectations, dont we ?
I might not have this kind of problem, but as a daughter, it's my responsibility to work hard and try to provide a better life for them.
And they have suffered a lot.
Dont wish that my family would continue looking down on them or not regarding them.
I'll prove to them that i can excel and do so well that their eyes are going to pop out.
I will.
School was ok, except for the sudden tiredness after PE.
Lots of things happened during PE.
Some people cried suddenly and it was...
I dont know how to say lah.
& what can i say in the first place ?
As friends, we can only try to make them feel better.
The decision lies on them, whether they want to continue on with pessimism or choose to walk the path of optimism.
Shant elaborate much.
Privacy.
Played floorball.
Incurred some injuries, both on the leg.
Damn hurt sia, wth. -.=
But we won luh.
Was in Brandon's team, and going around trying to recognise the team members because we were playing so roughly that even if we were on the same team, we didnt know.
=.=
Actually, our victory was because we outnumbered the other team.
And we sort of cheated, in a way. :/
So, they lost lah.
It was retarded, if you see it in the big picture of the hall.
Because sometimes, you'll see people running from two different games, into one another, and hitting the other sides' ball lah.
Imagine everyone running around 2 balls that rolled so fast i have no idea it went the next minute, it would be quite hilarious.
LOLs.
We invented our own way of blocking/stopping the ball that was flying in the air.
Which was against the rules.
:x
ChaoNgin switched sides.
According to William, she should be in his team.
But eventually, she sided with us.
So, it's okay ! :D
We enjoy new partners ! xD
We forge strong alliance with everyone.
Moreover, teamwork is necessary. So the more the merrier. ^^v
The rest of the day was boring.
Wrote greetings to teachers for Teachers' Day.
Saw quite a lot of interesting comments.
XueLi write so big lor ! LOLs, big and conspicuous.
I didnt know she addressed MrAng as Chirppy.
LOLs ! x.x
That sounds, weird.
Think lah.
*MrAng's face + Chirppy [ Name ]
=.=||
You must be kidding.
LOOOLs !
Btw, MrAng has a very cute haircut. :D
I forgot who said it, but she said that there is a specific name for his hairstyle.
Because there's a 'patch' of hair that is like headland, protruding out.
:x
Is so cute lah. xDD
I have only begun to understand Chem a little.
I think it would have been more effective for me to do more practice than to read the textbook again and again.
Because i lack practice.
I guess it's quite stupid of me to only realize it now. When we're left with about 2 months before Olevels.
ZZZ.
Oh well.
Had a nice nap.
Going to find fulfillment in AMaths. :D
Finish it off before revising English.
Cant believe it's Prelims tomorrow already lah !
My god, and i was still in my own lalaland, thinking that official Prelims starts in next NEXT week.
-.-
It really caught me off guard, again.
What should i say ?
I am not time-conscious enough.
Look at people like XiuYi.
Already start revising for Humanities already.
And look at me again.
What am i really doing ?
How many times have i been asking that question ? And has my answer changed from the first time i asked it myself ? I dont know.
Stop the craps here.
Everyone's mugging.
I shall do the same. :]
MrGoh was right.
If i didnt end up in 409 and still chose to remain in 408, i wouldnt have the motivation to do revision because i would be wasting my life away.
I must really thank everyone around me, for pushing me so that i feel that im inferior and attempt to change this fact.
:}
Thanks to the following people :
Kurin, Candace, Ethel, WenZhen, Elena, Fiona, ChaoNgin, PeiYee, Angeline, Natalie, XueLi, Rachel, Rebecca, SeeMin, LiXuan, Celine.
And some other really hardworking guys lah. :]
Must thank them for being so kiasu/clever, that i can be envious of them and start working harder.
Really, thanks lots. :)
Fullstop.
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