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I do what i want
and i do it with my very own way
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Lots of things can happen within one day.
Let's say for example, the floodings in Taiwan.
It practically ruined all the villages overnight/in 2 days.
Seriously, looking at the damages that it caused..
I couldnt believe it could happen in a day.
All of a sudden, everything feels so fragile.
What is becoming of our world ? The one that supports millions and zillions of life and habitat.
It's ending soon..

Yes, so many things happened in school too.
I shall just briefly go through what happened during lessons and sum up everything.
Maths, went through paper. Was revising some Phy.
English was boring.
Bio, she talked about her driving test.
It doesnt really matter to us lor, so there was really no point in telling us. Though i must admit that some parts of her experience is quite true in life.
Anyway, it wasnt as interesting as i had really hoped.
Maths again, did our own stuff. Wasnt really in the mood to continue Physics-ing.
Chem, she went through some concept that wasnt found in our textbook and the Mock.
I really wish to dump my textbook and buy a new one lah !
The current one is so sucky that even MsTan admits that she couldnt understand why the school decided to use this textbook !
OMGG !
Eventually, we'll be the ones suffering because of the wrong usage of books.
This is going to be BAD.
The Mock exam, i thought that the MCQs were quite ok, but i just cant afford to be NOT careless and fail Chem. -.-
Sheesh, and i still cant understand how some people know the name of the compounds !
Sand = SiO2
HOW THEY KNOW ONE ?!
-.-a
Apparently, i didnt even know that hydrogen didnt have neutrons.
How pro. -.-
Assembly.
It wasnt really in our 'schedule' because MrAng suddenly announced that some people were to remain in class and do some survey while the others were to go to the hall for Arts Assembly.
Yahh, so i was one of the so called 'unfortunate' ones to go for assembly. :(
But though it was unfortunate, i quite enjoyed it because the people were super cool lah !
The way he beatbox, wasehh~
Hmm, i should say that i pity those who didnt go, and pity myself for going.
Either way, it benefited me some. :]
Stupid teacher didnt release us from the hall, leaving us sitting there so pathetically. D:
MrImran came to our rescue. LOLs.
I could hear the others at the back saying, 'Erh, we 409 leh. Later got Mock exam one lor.'
Didnt know who were the ones saying it but i feel that it's half-mean.
As in, we being 409 doesnt mean that we're supposed to have special priviledges leh.
We were GIVEN the priviledges by the teachers and others because of some biaseness.
So in actual fact, it is not supposed to be the fact that we are given these treatments.
Well, 1 thing is i admit that it's good to have it. On the other hand, think about it. Isnt it quite unfair to the other classes ?
If 409 meant that we would get extraordinary treatments, then wouldnt all the classes be angry at us and appealing in ?
Whatever..
Later went back to class.
Crapped with the others. :}
I really wasnt in the mood to study further lah, so yah, i was acting retarded as usual. :x
The good news that came later, was that WenZhen successfully passed her DPA and is officially going into Banking&Finance. :D
GRATS TO HERR ! ^^v
She was super happy lah, and we were telling her that she didnt have to study anymore because her course required L1R4<20+ and she confirm could get in.
But she wouldnt lah, of course. She wants nicer marks on her O's cert ma. :3
Which reminds me, that stupid Angeline. Go and reject SP's approval. D:
She could have gotten an additional choice to choose from at the end of the exams luh !
*Sighs.
Now im asking myself,
where my future was.
Where indeed ?
I cant picture myself in JC, thats for sure.
But i cant imagine myself successfully entering a Poly either.
So does it mean that i ended up in ITE or stop schooling ? -.=
Yah, people told me that i should start planning on what i intend to do.
But it's so complicated !
It's more troublesome than PSLE was.
We only had to choose a school last time.
Now this final decision is going to decide our career paths in the future.
1 is my aspiration and interest.
The other is the path which is the most ideal enabling me to get a job in society in the near future.
So how ?
Shytty lah.
So should i be trying to aim for JC so that i can have more time to ponder about my decisions ?
As they said, those who have their dreams/goals set, should go to Poly.
Those who havent, try going to JC.
It's not that JC's bad, but just looking at my marks, im sure that i should be laughing if i can even step into the school boundary.
-.-
ANYHOWW,
Kurin and ShiPing were 2 unsuccessful DPAs. D:
Heard from them that Kurin was quite upset + sick. But later, she was consoled and felt much better after listening to the girls in 409. :)
That's good ! ^^
She still has us lah, so we can work together. :DD
As for ShiPing, only knew about it from her recently-reopened blog.
I think lots of things happened around her these days, but i didnt really talk to her much/communicate with her.
I miss those days.
Suddenly, i realized that we didnt really talk for quite a long time, and i have never known what she was doing.
I suppose we have been busy with our separate things.. But it just feels bad that i havent heard much about her and couldnt share anything, as a friend.
Heck,
at least her blog's back. :D
That blog is the only linkage between me and her..
Had Phy Mock later.
It was super shytty because HOW GREAT ?!
I COULDNT EVEN DO THE FIRST QUESTION. :D KUDOS TO ME, MAN !
MrAng is so going to be proud of me. ;D
I guess he's referring to people like me, who havent put in much effort in doing the paper. :/
But cant blame me, because im bad at sec3 stuffs. T.T
& i found out that i changed A LOT.
Hmm,
like for example,
in the past, i would chiong home and finish off all my work before doing what i want.
But now, i sleep and slack almost every single day when there are no tests the next day.
People like me should be glad that i was born with quite an okay intellect.
Else, i really wouldnt be able to catch up.
Just like what happened during Sec3.
I should just make a video of me from Sec3 to Sec4, and film down all the results of mine, so that i can see for myself what i did to my brain. :D
Must admit, i use my brains more often now.
But must also admit, im scared of making all my brain cells dead, thus not intending to over-stress them. -.-
Yes, that is exactly why im so stupid the moment i stepped into 309.
I just cant accept the fact that i should use my brains more often to keep it going.
-.=
Seriously, im such a stupidly stubborn person..
Ok, back to subject,
im going to fail the Phy.
So i decided that it's not going to matter. :x
I have put down my heart to continue with my revision so that i can allow myself some preparation time before Os really start.
Im not going to sacrifice another subject by being lazy.
The consequences are known tomorrow, due to my laziness. :]
I think im going to break down tomorrow because maybe the results would shock me too hard.
Either way, i might be retaking Chinese if the results is really.. No eye see.
Im trying to calm myself down, but it's not really successful lah.
So, if anyone is reading this, please do not freak out if i really do cry tomorrow upon seeing my results.
Crying makes people feel better. :D
I always feel better after crying and sleeping.
Shant think much.
GOING TO FIND CONSOLEMENT WITHIN GEOGRAPHY LATER. x.x
->
After Mock, went home with Rach.
Went to buy food.
Got tripped by the super big-sized boy in the store and banged into the chair, which slid some distance before i found a 'brake'. -.=
Lucky nobody saw it. :/
Home-d.
Slacking. :]
Watching tv.
Off to start on Geog ! :D
GEE ! YOU CAN DO IT ! GAMBATEHH ! ^^
Fullstop.

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