Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Don't you miss the time when all you did was sit on the couch and start playing Gameboy the entire day ?
In the past, one day felt like forever. Fine lah, it might have been because i never bothered myself with the quality of my homework that's why i could always find time to play games and find the day too long and boring.
Come to think of it, i miss the time when i didn't even know what "procrastination" was.
It was actually one of the shocks of my life when my mum told me off about delaying schoolwork and not working hard enough unlike my primary school days where the first thing i do once i get home was to eat, shyt, and do homework before playing.
Life was definitely simpler back then. Maybe because i was dumber in the past. I mean, if you consider procrastinating as a form of high intellect.
Makes me think back, and compare the present with the past.
Ever since school started this term, it's been homework and projects all the way. No breather at all. I suppose business students aren't considered humans.
Just when i thought that with the almost-commencing exams, projects would be put on a longer-than-temporary halt.
But the breaking news of a new assignment during BC almost made me faint. ZZ. English proposal assignment somemore. Win. (Y)
No matter what, i guess that's my life and i can't do much to change it. Gotta keep moving forward, working harder than ever, and become a slave to grades until i get that freaking sheet of paper.
School was quite happening, as usual. Sometimes i can't help but think that poly life is so effing drama. And it actually makes me speechless.
Well, that sorta explains why i'm 200% quieter than my normal self. To be silent than to say the wrong things. I doubt people in school would be appreciative of my honesty.
Okay, all i can say is that some people should just grow up, and freaking get a life. For a 17year old, it's really retarded and idiotic.
Girls always get emotional when they see their friends start crying. The best situation is that everyone starts to take turns to cry.
Not that i'm complaining, but it's damn awkward when you don't even know how to console them and all you can do is watch them being watched by others.
& that's why i suggested that we all cried together. At least we wouldn't have to bother trying to comfort one another because we're all too busy pinching our noses and becoming rudolphs.
But the day's ending already, so we should just throw everything behind and continue on.
I was kinda dreading tomorrow because we were supposed to meet up for project discussion.
Thanks to our highly efficient kena-saboed leader, we don't even have to go back to school !~
So i could use the entire day to study ITB, memorise econs, do another PACC paper, and prepare script for presentation.
You think it's impossible ? You really think so ??
I think so too.
You never know until you try though. I'll see how much work i can get done. I just hope that i'm still sane at the end of the day. Stats really did quite a number of damage to my brain.
Speaking of which, poly presentations seems more duapai than meetings. We're wearing like we're going for some national negotiations when the working groups are wearing a little less formal. Are we overly-exaggerating or what ?
No choice, i've to follow the formal-clothes group too. Omg, bang wall die is much easier than that. Formal clothes very expensive one, you know. Do i look rich ?
Okay lah, i know i got the 千金大小姐 look, but do not be deceived because you'll be shocked if i flipped out my pockets.
I should turn in after watching BOF. Hyperactivity at 12am isn't exactly a good thing considering the fact that i've got quite a handful of stuffs to finish the next day.
I can't believe November ends in another 8mins. It felt like just a few days ago when i blogged how fast October had ended.
December, normally i would have looked forward to it. And i still am. Just that exams doesn't really keep me in the mood. After the papers, perhaps.
Though i fear it, i'm hoping it's all over soon so i don't have to go through all these mental tortures any longer.
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